its meant for a dear friend.:)

If u open ur heart what it is that u see,
with u is the only place i want to be,
Life is just like a one hell big song,
without u singing i dont feel like i belong.

U are the writer of the song,
the words u wrote make me feels strong,
n all the notes u play,
takes all my pain away.

The words u sing is the only voice i want to hear.
i want to hold u close and ????

Not yet completed.

i dont know y suddenly i changed and stuff,but im sorry...

yeh,i know im being sarcastic but ive reason for that,sigh..:(

Without u my vision is clouded by tears in my eyes,i used to think that visions of us were my only paradise.She have her boyfie by her side.Just looking at u two,makes tears flow from my eyes.She only sees me as a bestfriend,ill just have to admit to myself that im not her type of boy,i know that she have a boyfriend,so me liking her isnt alright.Many things with girls have gone wrong in the past,all those relationships that i thought were gonna last,i sometimes find myself daydreaming about ur touch,n u know i love u,will my broken heart be healed soon?i feel overwhelmed in sadness and have become so consumed,i dont know how to say i wanna be with u,i dont know how to start,but as each day goes by i wish u would open ure heart.Sometimes i wish i could dream forever,then that way well always b tgthr,unfortunately though,i wake up n i hate how reality always seems to suck,at school it’ll be just another day,another day that ill try to suppress my feelings for u away....gah,:(

p/s:and i know hom much u miss ur S/loser...;),as i said silent is bttr than talking,ill back off..:/

My boo,my freakass mok!my cute anin!i heart them!:)

Ayuni-eerrrmmm,shes cute,shes preety,shes PENDEK,haha...shes one of a kind,she cheers me up whenever i feel down,shes my TINKERBELL,:)...she loves stevie!shes a football freak,lol...shes one of a kind and hard to find and shes mine..she my bff,shes my boo..she always have time to layan my crap,hee...everyday kot i talk with her,thatll make my rindu lesser,haha...she loves to share secrets with me,she trust me and shes the happiest thing that ever happens in my life,no one can replace her,not even britney spears,not even taylor swift,not even megan fox or siti nurhaliza..lol..shes my dream come true...aaawwww,i love u boo!we are the best screw the rest!:)

wawa-gemuk pny kaw!haha,dye comel,dye chantek,klah fazura dgn maya karin..haha,dye suka buat lwk,and dia pelik kdg2,tp aku x kesah,haha...bedak 6 inci itulaa wawa,haha...tp dye comel,and d'taken by zariel,klau korang nk ngorat langkah mayat aku sbb zariel kwn aku..hee..:),ily mok!:)

anin-zain?lawl,no offense..comel saja ini minah!dye juga slalu ader bila aku perlukan dye,owh,dye minat edward,haha..xleyh bla,tp aku syg dye!:),lawl,dia single,ader yg berminat?haha..dye baik,dye cun!:),ily anin comel!bangat,haha

So many thing running through my head,wishing it wasnt true...

yesterday,was a hell of a tiring day for me..but i guess pengalaman hidup mengajar kita asam garam kehidupan...i was there,being beat up and i guess my useless friends just look at me,is that the use of a friend?i still rmmbr,thun lps ko kena lmpng ngan sorang mamat nii,sapa backup ko?aku rasa ko x ingat kot...yeh,luckily ive learn the most useful movement in my life "langkah seribu"..siapa yg x lari klau 7 lwn 1?sigh...panjat pagar kena tarik,then flying kick,my useless friends can still look at me and not doing anything,i shout his name!Sh**a'!yeh,dia x tolong aku langsung pn!tp dye minx maaf jgk dgn aku last2,aku tau knp dia x tolong aku,slh aku jgk..5 bln yg lps,we had a fight and i won,starting then dye x puas hati,so i guess thats the reason..but still dye minx maaf and help me by contacting his abg,abg dye kata nk repeat kew?i guess slow talk sudeyh...:),after "langkah seribu",i tried to panjat pagar,but dyeorg tarik kaki and i received a flying kick,ouch!then i slap his face,terkena kot,haha...then lg sorang tarik baju i,i twist his hand,patah kuku dye...woot!haha,gaya hebat jew,padahal lari jgk..then i run,run as fast as i could!jatuh dlm tasik,haha...yeh,my cigar my handphone my money all wet,sigh..then i swim ashore cpt2,run to masjid as fast as i could..nasiblaa ader sorang abg that was kind and helful,after solat jumaat dye hantar aku blik skola,smpai jew kat bustop,aku citer kat bdk2 f4 ngan f5,dh abis cerita,kitorang gerak naik motor pergi tmpt aku kena pukul,konon nk repeat laa,tp bdk yg bantai aku xder,ketua dia jew ada,tp dye cekik aku jew,sooo xleh buat apa laa...soo we slow talk,minggu dpn aku ader battle one on one dgn mamat bernama haikal,soo settle suma...blik skola dgn baju dan sluar yg bsh,sbb td terjun tasik,kwn sejati ku jugak yg meminjamkan baju dye..thankx zuhdi!the end...

*yeh,aku mmg kecewa sbb 2 org kwn aku x tolong aku,tp dyeorang dh minx maaf,apa boleh buat...let by gone be by gone,tp ingat..what goes around comes around...

7 Nov 2009 11.47pm

The day i finally created a blog,everyone keep on asking me do u have a blog,why dont u buat a blog,it would be fun,bla bla,dh mcm cik bedah sblh my rumah!yeh as u can see my url sgt merepek,i spend about 1 hour to think about the blog url,wtf?and im so fed up,then i said what a worthless piece of shit this is!soo i guess thats the story of how i get my fucking url...enough of the crap!:)...


*im a newbie here,saya bdk br bljr klau slh tolong tunjukkan..:)