i dont know y suddenly i changed and stuff,but im sorry...

yeh,i know im being sarcastic but ive reason for that,sigh..:(

Without u my vision is clouded by tears in my eyes,i used to think that visions of us were my only paradise.She have her boyfie by her side.Just looking at u two,makes tears flow from my eyes.She only sees me as a bestfriend,ill just have to admit to myself that im not her type of boy,i know that she have a boyfriend,so me liking her isnt alright.Many things with girls have gone wrong in the past,all those relationships that i thought were gonna last,i sometimes find myself daydreaming about ur touch,n u know i love u,will my broken heart be healed soon?i feel overwhelmed in sadness and have become so consumed,i dont know how to say i wanna be with u,i dont know how to start,but as each day goes by i wish u would open ure heart.Sometimes i wish i could dream forever,then that way well always b tgthr,unfortunately though,i wake up n i hate how reality always seems to suck,at school it’ll be just another day,another day that ill try to suppress my feelings for u away....gah,:(

p/s:and i know hom much u miss ur S/loser...;),as i said silent is bttr than talking,ill back off..:/